Travis

My son Travis is the root of my life, he makes me smile and I have learned a lot from him. Although Travis is not blood, I consider him as if he was; I would die for him in a heartbeat. It has been a blessing watching him grow up and boy does the time fly it is his 14th birthday and he is growing up fast. I remember when he was 4 yrs old and barely came up to my waste, and now he is almost as tall as I am. Just to give you an idea how tall that is I am 5 feet 9 inches tall. Travis is also very intelligent and one day dreams to be a successful chef and of course owning an expressive car and a large house, and if he puts his mind into it he can do it. I love Travis very much and I can’t wait to enjoy more years with him.

My Son
He’s a give that was brought by God to show me how a father should love.
He shows me the joy of life and the blessing of his love.
The strength and knowledge of unconditional love, and what it means to love someone so much that you will give your life to protect him.
My son Travis is a gift, a blessing, and a treasure.

Death

Death is something that can be tragic and can also be a beginning to a future. As Christians we know that death is just the beginning of our life in eternity with our Lord and Savior. With the unsaved it will be the end of eternal life with God. Thursday morning my Mom called to tell me that my uncle Robert passed way from lung cancer. Now I will admit that I was not very close to my uncle Robert, he did call on Christmas’s to see how we were doing and to tell my brothers and me that he loved us. What my Uncle’s passing made me realize that life is not something that you mess around with, God has a plan for all our lives, and it is up to us to follow that plan. My family was the first that came to my mind when I was told; all I wanted to do was spend time with them. Life is short and we are just passing by until we meet again in Heaven.

Thankful Thursday.......Wife

I want to dedicate this thankful post to my wife Heather. I am thankful to God for bringing her to me because she is smart, beautiful, godly, trustworthy, loving and strong. She has shown me how to find myself and most important the path back to my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. If it wasn’t for Heather I would be lost and surrounded by darkness with no light at the end of the tunnel. There is a nickname that I have for her because I feel that she is a gift to me from God so I call her my Angellove. She is the love of my life and an angel that was sent down from heaven just for me. God designed her especially for me thank you Lord for a beautiful creation, my wife Heather.

Asking for help

Well it has been forever since I have posted anything and let’s just say I am not really good on keeping up with blogging and I need to be more committed to it. Well I am asking for prayer for Heather and me, I need the Lord to help me not to feel so worthless and a failure in certain things in my life. I wish that I could change it, or fix it but I don’t know how and I am really lost and beating myself up about it. Heather not only sees it but she feels it as well and it brings her down to. Pray for us that we can have the strength to get through these times.

Break me Down

I just wanted to show every one a video that I found in godtube.com it has the music of one of my favorite bands RED and the song is called "Break me down". It show me that when I finaly hit my breaking point that God is alway there to release me of all my brudens and sins. I am so happy for Gods unfailing and unconditional love.

click or past this link to get the video: http://www.godtube.com/KrazzyKarl

Back To The Grind

Well today was my first day of work after my vacation, and I feel that the first day is always the hardest. I know that when I walked to the glass doors of the building that I work at I wanted to turn around and go back home. But I had to go into the building and get to work, but I was very close to not coming into work today because last night I was dizzy and was just not feeling well. Heather thinks that it is high blood pressure which it can be and this has happen several times during my vacation. But I sucked it up and when into to work to grind it out.

Today

Well, I have not posted anything on my blog for a few day. My vacation is going great but fast. Well took the dogs to the dog park and let them run around or sniff around was not like it but that was ok. I have really enjoyed being home with Heather and Travis and I am starting to wish that I don't work so late at night. But I need to do what I need to do well till next time.

BLESSED

I am blessed with everything that the Lord has given me. He brought me to my wonderful wife, son, and in-laws that support me. My family has shown me how to live and to be proud of who I am. I am blessed to have a job because in this day in age finding a job is not the easiest thing to do. I am also blessed to be alive and healthy not only physically but spiritually. The Lord has truly blessed me with his son Jesus Christ which gave his live to save me from death. This world is full of darkness and life with out God is like trying to walk in a dark cave with out a flashlight.

TORN

My heart beats with the life that God has given me.
My soul is safe within His arms yet I am torn.
The blanket of love that covers me with the people that the great Lord has placed in my life, but yet I am torn. The thorn is stabbing my heart like a sharp blade. My heart bleeds with the emotion that is consuming me. Torn from the love and people in my life that I love so dearly because of a decision that I had made in my pass. Torn from being in a world that I will have to stand on my own with just the help of God and my faith. Or being around the people that supported me and helped me become who I am. Being torn is ripping my brain a part I pray and pray with the passion that a mother has for her new baby. I ask you to show me the truth, light, and the way that my Lord and Savior will show me His path. I am ready.