The fight with in you.

This is a new video from Red one on my favorite christen bands and this song show the fight that you have with your on sin and what it can do to you inside. Let me know what you think. Here are the lyrics if you can't understand the singer to well. ("Death Of Me"

I should have seen those signs all around me
But I was comfortable inside these wounds
So go ahead and take another piece of me, now
While we all bow down to you

You tear me down
And then you pick me up
You take it all
And still it’s not enough
You try to tell me
You can heal me
But I’m still bleeding
And you’ll be the death of me

How can you end my affliction
If you’re the sickness and I’m the cure?
Too long I’ve faked this addiction
Another sacrifice to make us pure

You tear me down
And then you pick me up
You take it all
And still it’s not enough
You try to tell me
You can heal me
But I’m still bleeding
And you’ll be the death of me

You tear me down
And then you pick me up
You take it all
And still it’s not enough
You try to tell me
You can heal me
But I’m still bleeding
And you’ll be the death of me

I won’t forget
I cannot forget this
I won’t forget
I’ll never forget this
I won’t forget
I cannot forget this
I won’t forget
I’ll never forget this

I won’t forget
I cannot forget this
I won’t forget
I’ll never forget this
I won’t forget
I cannot forget this
I won’t forget
I’ll never forget

You know I can never prove this solution
You aren’t the one that I thought you were
And so I learn to embrace this illusion
The line that separates
It starts to blur

You tear me down
And then you pick me up
You take it all
And say it’s not enough
You try to tell me
You can heal me
But I’m still bleeding
And you’ll be the death of me
And you’ll be the death of me

I will not forget
I cannot forget this
And you’ll be the death of me)

This means a lot to me because I have fought like thins all my life and with our Lord Jesus Christ I do not do it alone.

Back To Work

Well I am finally well enough to go back to work and that is very good because I have use up a lot of my sick time. But I am going to be worried about Heather. She is still recovering and is having problems because all the pain meds she can take is making her hives act up so she cannot take them. The other thing which she is not going to like me saying is I don’t think that Travis is going to be a lot of help. The yesterday he started getting very disobedient and wanting to argue and Heather does not need to deal with that. So I again I am asking for prayer that Heather gets better quickly and that Travis will help her out and not fight with her about things like school, cleaning, and picking up after himself. Thank you for all your prayers and God bless.

Heathers surgery

Well it is time for Heathers surgery; Heather was prepped at around 6:00 and was wheeled in to the OR at 7:30. The surgery is going to last about 1hour and a half and it has been about an hour so; right now it is just waiting. I will not lie I am worried and I am praying that everything goes well; I know that she is in God’s hands and she will be ok but I am still a little worried. I will update the post after the surgery. Ok well Heather surgery went as planned, the doctor was able to repair the hole in her ear and now is it the healing part and she is in a lot of pain. So I am asking for prayer for Heather to heal quickly and for her pain to go away.

Long Time

Wow it have been a very long time since I have posted anything as you can see. I just want to put something in so you guys know that I am still alive LOL. I have been home the last week sick and I will be home all this week. They are doing a few more tests to find out what it was but I am taking a bunch of meds and inhalers to get rid of it and so I can breathe ok. But I am not worried about myself I am worried about Heather she is going in to have surgery on her ear on Thursday and her healing time will be about 3months and I am praying that everything will go as planned, so if I can get some prayer for her to heal and that she will not have to go back in for another operation if the surgery is not a 100% success. Heather means everything to me and I don’t want her going through a lot of pain and stuff. I thank God every day for blessing me with my wife Heather and she has shown me a heck of a lot since we have been married and she had always believed in me and I am proud to be her husband..